Thursday at 12.39 a.m.
Haih, things are getting a bit out of fathom i think. The ever existing cash flow problem, loneliness (errr, this one a bit debatable,as i enjoy being single, can dash here or there without strings attached, just that my frens have all hitched up, i am left as the last lone ranger). Have not found a better paid work yet ( love my current se-cu job, just i dun get to work often). the south island trip worries me too (money, safety). even though my winter break has just started, i could not wait to for the semester 2 to start. at least i can worry about assignments first than these trivial yet troubling things. hopefully i did well this sem. its def better then what i got in IPBA i think.
My last two tramping trips were very nice though, what a consolation to my grieving soul. the last one where we went to Waitakere Ranges was an advanturous one. We hiked the mt don mclean track then down the Pararaha valley. it was so cool as we were trailing the river before we tramped into a gorge and have to pull some cool stunts like rock climbing and ducked low to keep still when the super strong wind blew at the speed than even me being 69kg felt like i can be blown away any minute. was a good fun. no regret going to the tramp even on my own without any of my 18+ frens. the other one was to Shakespear regional park. mostly hills with bushes, beaches and sheeps. baaaaa!!
as for the worrying, its comforting to read from the Bible that i should not worry too much, things will turn to the bright side as God will provide with what i need. just have trust and be optimistic. Sigh* if only it is that easy.
September 16th, 2007 at 11:50 pm
your friends are NOT all hitched up!!